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Rammstein-Ich Will |
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Anyways, Im More Recent news, Im Tired of this Lame State, and most of the People...Except for the Few here with some Decency....Anyways, I Plan on coming back to New Jersey...Where I Belong god Damnit!
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| Randomness |
[24 May 2008|01:57am] |
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Justin and his Cousins Music they made while Stoned |
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Hey everyone...Deciding to update this thing.
Nothing up with me lately..
Just been Partying
Hanging out with my Friends....
The Usual....
Hows everyone doing
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| My triumphant return. |
[11 Apr 2008|04:12am] |
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Its been a long time since i came on here now hasnt it? After a long enduring trial on my mind and body i finally have somewhat of a stable life again. I no longer live in New Jersey. :( I now live in a small town in Nevada about seventy miles from Las Vegas. I must say it is boring out here. Anyways i hope to hear from some of you. :)
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[21 Dec 2005|02:22pm] |
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Arch Enemy-I am Legen/Out For Blood |
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PEOPLE DESERVE TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DIE
JESUS FUCKIN CHRIST
Eat my Shit and Die.
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[17 Feb 2005|11:40pm] |
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Dimmu Borgir-Raabjorn Speiler Draugheimens Skodde |
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Well I got my 4 Day Weekend...........
Today was Boring,
Went to the FoodStore..
I did talk to Meg and Britt though, which was fun...
Than I talked to Shannon later
Gamed with Sky and Napkin...........>=)
and here I am, talking to Britt again
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[29 Nov 2004|09:21pm] |
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In Flames-F(r)iend |
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As they all felt the fire
they turned me into an outsider
I never heard from them again
So ironic when you called for a favor today
It's always easy to judge
But it takes a lot to be specific
Cause as you preach you're opening the door
To your egos past
There was a day when I could forget
I could forgive but those days are gone
I see them fade
Filth in every new day
Filth runs in every new day
I learned to mute the anger
I never thought I would be there again a moment, a dead end
I lost myself in here
Filth in every new day
Filth runs in every new day
I ran as I saw the end
Should I have joined the fight instead
Hope you are listening cause now times have changed
I take a look around
I say this moments mine
Flee all the weak minds
Feel my missed hidden rage
Filth in every new day
Filth runs in every new day
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| RANDOM LYRICS |
[23 Nov 2004|10:48pm] |
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Very Lonely... |
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Rammstein-Amerika |
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We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
we're all living in Amerika
Amerika
Amerika
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
we're all living in Amerika
Amerika
Amerika
Wenn getanzt wird will ich führen
auch wenn ihr euch alleine dreht
lasst euch ein wenig kontrollieren
ich zeige euch wie's richtig geht
Wir bilden einen lieben Reigen
die Freiheit spielt auf allen Geigen
Musik kommt aus dem Weißen Haus
und vor Paris steht Mickey Maus
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
we're all living in Amerika
Amerika
Amerika
Ich kenne Schritte die sehr nützen
und werde euch vor Fehltritt schützen
und wer nicht tanzen will am Schluss
weiss noch nicht dass er tanzen muss
Wir bilden einen lieben Reigen
ich werde euch die Richtung zeigen
nach Afrika kommt Santa Claus
und vor Paris steht Mickey Maus
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
we're all living in Amerika
Amerika
Amerika
We're all living in Amerika
Coca Cola, Wonderbra
we're all living in Amerika
Amerika
Amerika
This is not a love song
this is not a love song
I don't sing my mother tongue
no, this is not a love song
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
we're all living in Amerika
Amerika
Amerika
We're all living in Amerika
Coca Cola, sometimes war
we're all living in Amerika
Amerika
Amerika
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[07 Jul 2004|08:16pm] |
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Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realise read your LJ) have
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[24 Jun 2004|03:15am] |
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I just spent the last Hour or so Talking to my brother, Trying to help him out with his relationship, with his girlfriend who lives in Tennessee or however you spell it.
He said I had some good points....so I feel like I did something good.....I needed to think about something else anyway..... so
Thats my Entry...
I cant sleep either :(
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| New Lyrics |
[23 Jun 2004|06:26am] |
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In Flames-Reroute to Remain |
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In Flames-Reroute to Remain
It started as a whisper.
Now try to dodge this roar.
Unified's the most forceful way to go.
Waste this one? It’s up to you!
We need this revolution.
Destroy the pattern, anything that separates
Across the times, who dares to follow?
For years we wandered these circles
Hold on to whatever lie gets us through.
Design new latitudes
Find ways to channel bliss.
Us defined is too fragile to neglect.
Reroute to remain.
Reroute to remain!
Never want to look back in greed
Can I please have your attention?
There are mountains to cross
For all that are willing
There are never ending treasures that awaits you.
For years we wandered these circles
Hold on to whatever lie gets us through.
Design new latitudes
Find ways to channel bliss.
Us defined is too fragile to neglect.
Reroute to remain.
Reroute to remain!
InFlames-System
I can not frame, that's why I lose control
I aim, I stumble and I fall
Our adaptation can't be faithful
Your world does not attract me
This is the end, you see
There's no more truth in me
As if you would deserve it
You are my enemy
I can't ignore the way you make me bleed
I hate when you throw my thoughts against the wall
Got to wake up and make a stand
Desperation forces another mistake
I count again...
I know who's to blame
My life in vain
Who said I was sane?
I count again...
I know who's to blame
My life in vain
Who said I was sane?
Follow your instinct
It usually takes you home
Don't let these words tear you down (down)
You see me hanging by the end of the rope
I tell you...
Slow, I go
And the wait seems to be over
All that I know
Is that my life has become such a waste for you
I blame and run, sadly all too often
I dive into the day without your sympathy
I tend to try but lack the focus
Becoming a distant memory
What once was is quickly forgotten
All wrapped up inside
Delete all resemblance
I feel your relief
Slow, I go
And the wait seems to be over
All that I know
Is that my life has become such a waste for you
Follow your instinct
It usually takes you home...
Slow, I go
And the wait seems to be over
All that I know
Is that my life has become such a waste for you
Slow I go and the wait seems to be over
All that I know is that my life has become such a waste for you...
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Static-X -Kill Your Idols |
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Yesterday was Somewhat Fun.
I did my gym thing with my Bro, O.o...
Then I went to see a Movie (The Day after Tomorrow)
It was a Good Movie, it had some Flaws.
Then I Sat around and went to sleep,
here I am now.
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| do I have Any Place In Society? |
[30 May 2004|03:41pm] |
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Linkin Park-Somewhere I Belong |
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(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today
[Repeat Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
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| How I feel Right Now. |
[30 May 2004|02:42pm] |
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Linkin Park-Lying from You |
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Linkin Park
Lying From You
When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just
(trying to bend the truth)
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m
[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life,I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you is me)
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in
And now you think this person really is me and I’m
(Trying to bend the truth)
But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cuz I'm
[Chorus]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is ME)
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have you running from me
Like This
[Chorus]
(You)
No turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cuz I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is me)
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| Yawn. |
[29 May 2004|12:04pm] |
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Static-X Kill Your Idols |
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Last Night from like 12-4 I watched the Return of the King with my Dad, Because I had Nothing else to do. then I Slept until like an hour ago, where I am now. LoL..
IM BORED!
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| The Meaning of Life? or is it? |
[27 May 2004|02:41pm] |
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System of a Down-Aerials |
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System of a Down
Aerials
Life is a waterfall,
We're one in the river,
And one again after the fall.
Swimming through the void
We hear the word,
We lost ourselves,
But we find it all?
Cause we are the ones that want to play,
Always want to go,
But you never want to stay,
And we are the ones that want to chose,
Always want to play,
But you never want to lose.
Aerials, in the sky,
When you lose small mind,
You free your life.
Life is a waterfall,
We drink from the river,
Then we turn around and put up our walls.
Swimming through the void
We hear the word,
We lost ourselves,
But we find it all?
Cause we are the ones that want to play,
Always want to go,
But you never want to stay,
And we are the ones that want to chose,
Always want to play,
But you never want to lose.
Aerials, in the sky,
When you lose small mind,
You free your life.
Aerials, so up high,
When you free your eyes,
Eternal prize.
Aerials, in the sky,
When you lose small mind,
You free your life.
Aerials, so up high,
When you free your eyes,
Eternal prize.
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| LMAO! |
[25 May 2004|05:33pm] |
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Cradle of Filth-Better to Reign in Hell |
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I Just got Back From Talking to Cox on AIM, Thats STILL FUNNY.
We were Just talkin about stuff
I didnt Realize we Had Stuff in Common
That he was an Actual Human
I really Dont hate him that Much anymore
So, No More Cox on the Hatelist.
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[24 May 2004|02:12pm] |
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Disturbed-Forsaken |
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Im so fucking Tired, Literally. I just wanted to sleep all fucking day, but my teachers kept waking me the fuck up.
then 8th period Came along. And I had to Deal with that Little Piece of Shit Known as M*.. Fuck him, I hope he dies in a Fucking Ditch Somewhere. Im Tired of his Shit, Im tired of being the Joke.
Why Do I even Put up with it..
I Still Despise Marcy. She is Offically on My new and Improved Hatelist (Ill Post it later).
I Cant Stand her.
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| Lyrics for My Last Serenade |
[23 May 2004|05:01pm] |
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By Killswitch Engage.
this revelation is the death of ignorance
tangled in a state of suffocation
slave to self righteousness
damnation is on your lips
from sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution,
from sorrow to serenity, its on your head
this is my last serenade
i feel you as you fall away
this is my last serenade
from yourself you can't run away
it's your choice, point the finger
but it's on your head
your destination is a choice within yourself
will you rise or become a slave
to self righteousness
open up your heart and gaze within
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| I feel a Need to Change this World....From KsE. |
[22 May 2004|12:12pm] |
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Hater of the Current World |
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KillSwitch Engage-Self Revoultion |
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Self Revoultion
I can't comprehend society's movement
the regression of human existence
this is the quest of life
fulfill your destiny
slow down the fast paced world
and you will see past the illusion
breaking the foundation
collapse the control
building a revolution to heal nations
it starts within you
in this search for I & I the truth is always deep inside
(reversal of oneself finding the truth)
this is the quest of life
we must find the strength for a new movement
slow down this fast paced world and you will see the revolution
for a new movement
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| Lyrics for Fixation on the Darkness |
[22 May 2004|12:07pm] |
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Trying to Understand this. |
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Killswitch Engage-Fixation on the Darkness |
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Fixation on the darkness that engulfs this world
drain the life force of our people,
change, change, fixation on the darkness that engulfs this world
drain the life force of our people
return to the womb (new life) lay your head to rest (mercy)
to give you a peace of mind lay your head to rest
come together inside, this body is only a shell, change
the only way we will survive light transfiguration of the soul
of the soul, of the mind
fixation on the darkness that engulfs this world, drain the life force of our
people
return to the womb(new life) lay your head to rest (mercy)
to give you a piece of mind lay your head to rest
tell them, they will not hold us down, its time for change, change
its time for change. change
its time for change, they will not hold us down, they will not hold us down
its time for change, its time for change
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